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Date with Donna tomorrow- went to be late last night

2012-01-31T08:18:00.000-08:00

I asked Donna if we had a date tomorrow and she said yes, actually we live together (if not on paper, it could be soon). We went to bed around midnight; I "tucked her in" in a way, and by the time I had a cigarette it was two in the morning. She exclaimed during our conversation or lack of it, "You are good in bed." in that if she were to say, "I may have orgasmed." she has the feeling that it is in resolution, whereas I signal that it is more the beginning than end, and that it is only a sign of plateau. I "countered" after softly with "You are an attractive woman." and she said "Thank You"

I did in fact say hello and "bless you" to one of "The Cambridge Poets" yesterday; she mentioned "emotional difficulties" nicely, meaning that she was glad to say hello to me but was on her way and I said, "Poetry can confront those." Donna and I passed the Longefellow House down Brattle, so after making love I mentioned that all this time we've been going the long way around and it could very well be in walking distance from Radcliffe if you go to Cambridge Common. "It isn't open is it?" We had had wanted to go all summer and kept riding past it on the bus.

Sherlock Holmes

I'll look for a present for her tommorow morning.

Somewhere in the Cambridge Boston Skyline, near the Moon

2012-01-30T15:53:00.001-08:00

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For Donna, Song-poem from a coffee shop

2012-01-25T07:34:00.000-08:00

After we made love early, I played this song for Donna while cleaning up and before going back to bed. I mentioned that it was "a poem", apparently from Albert Hammond who wrote my anthem It Never Rains in California.
They never play it on the radio in Boston any more; I think they ruined soft rock in Boston, but..... I'm in the same coffee shop where I heard it waiting for her and their playing Diamond Girl by Seals and Crofts, which is more than acceptable.
Were i to write alot of poetry, this one would be on the same shelf.

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Haunted? May I present: House of the Wolfman

2012-01-23T20:04:00.001-08:00

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Scott Lord: Snow-bound. A winter idyl

2012-01-17T07:36:00.000-08:00

Snow-bound. A winter idyl

Scott Lord: Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

2012-01-11T21:45:00.001-08:00

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2012-01-11T21:18:00.000-08:00

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"Romantic Morning to You, Nancy Drew"

2012-01-11T08:03:00.000-08:00

Every morning I've said, "Good Morning, I Love You", this morning, because we were awake very late last night making love, I said, "Romantic Morning to to You" I thought I'd try; being lovers is treating the other with politeness; just remain polite and everything else follows.
She was in fact tired and in a hurry, but we again didn't know that we would be making love untill it was the middle of the night.

When she was at college for art history she wanted to take more journalism- apparently it was People Magazine at that time, whereas I had submitted poetry that year to The Atlantic Monthly, my first and only "rejection slip" in 1978-9, although I also was sent of copy of a first edition by the author and got a merry christmas letter from Updike- its more disastrous that we had an artist-in-residence program that went nowhere while she was there. I happened to find a movie that would explain it.

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Donna gave me all six Inner Sanctum films

2012-01-10T19:09:00.000-08:00

Every night I listen to one, if not two, radio mysteries (Old Time Radio) and since October have heard most of the New Adventures of Sherlock Holmes and quite a number of episodes from The Shadow with Orson Welles, but I've been waiting to make it The CBS Radio Mystery Theater. I have not heard that many of the Inner Sanctum radio shows, on which the CBS Mystery Theater was based.

Donna gave me a copy of the Son of Dracula, with Lon Chaney, for Christmas, but Chaney made six films based on the Inner Sanctum radio show and used the Glamour model (pin-up) actresses of Universal, including Evelyn Ankers (pearl of Death,Voice of Terror), Patricia Morrison (Dressed to Kill), Ramsey Ames (The Mummy's Ghost) and Anne Gwynn (House of Dracula).
I like Chaney in the role, without make up.
The writing is superb and from William Scott Darling!

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I told Donna that I have waited since 1972-73, 75 at the nearest, to see the films and gave her largest than you.
I watched the films Calling Dr. Death and Weird Woman before listening to the radio version of Till Death Do Us Part, which advertises that Boris Karloff would be included in the cast of next week's show.

Having coffee in Boston-Donna is in a class; "Good Morning, I love you"

2012-01-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

Last night while we were making love, (I was alternating kissing her below the waist with my speaking to her), I said, almost wildly, "My beautiful girlfriend, oh, my, beautiful girlfriend", with the sound that it was heaven for us to be back in bed together, and she said, "That's finance, I was going to tell you." Why I note it is also that there would be paragraphs in my novel about my devout resolve not to say a word during love making, especially while nearing its conclusion (resolution).
She is presently in a class on a not too cold January morning, and despite my being in the middle of the city, I almost look like I took my shower at 2:00 am and had to hurry this morning. To reiterate, my laptop doesn't require wifi and its early to begin surfing the internet from a coffee shop across the river.
Note that being clear about why she is taking the class might provide insight into who she is, and consequently who she is while we are a couple; there's often a valuable moment to reflect available.

Donna took me to another movie, I brought her breakfast

2012-01-03T20:32:00.000-08:00

To begin the year, Donna felt like going to New Years Eve, but due to the cold and the crowded subway on the holiday, we went to one in Cambridge, rather than Boston. Movies we go to I never review: there are three presently on the marquee now playing that we have seen together. She's a petite; I bought her a red wool zippered jacket for the holiday.
Another movie together: I usually tell her I love her during the middle of the film. The movies we saw during 2011 included:

Bad Teacher
Martha Macy May
Beginners
Tree of Life
Horrible Bosses
My Week With Marilyn
Young Adult
Friends with Benefits

ok: they are the movies she wants to see, (whenever she feels like one), not necessarily the ones I would in any way be involved with personally.
Rhetorically- that they are seen for fun and romance is enough?

Midnight Kiss

2011-12-31T21:38:00.000-08:00

As Donna and I were ringing in the new year, and, apparently, this year is a leap year
(The exact quote from me was, 'February 29 is international leap year day-this country can count to four!), we kissed at midnight night. Four minutes into the new year I turned around only to find out that we are high enough above the city to watch the celebration that is shown on television from her terrace. It was beautiful, but I couldn't get to my camera, which is on my laptop, which is a Dell that doesn't require wifi. To film, it takes a minute to go to a You Tube, or similar camera. But the display could be seen reaching up over the buildings with its different colors of light. She had been saying that we have been together, have been lovers, for six months, seven really. I asked her to go out on terrace with me to look. She invited me to film the celebration in July from the terrace. This was from a different angle, the Harbor, not the river, but the night sky was black as distance and space, with large green circles in the air. Half of the pizza from New Years Eve is still left for tommorow- I brought her Christmas photos home for her for the new year; I had bought her a dvd player and six films for Christmas and there was the luck of the photos being printed on a DVD.

2011-12-24T21:24:00.001-08:00

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Donna took me to another movie, I gave her a poinsettia.

2011-12-24T18:41:00.000-08:00

The poinsettia that I gave Donna is still healthy after two weeks. It's a four inch tall miniature poinsettia, which I like better.
Tonight we went to another movie together. The last one was My Week With Marilyn, and the trailer should be included in this blog under the appropriate label. We attended an all you can eat pizza buffet last night and had planned another buffet for this afternoon, but neglected to go. Its seldom that we have pizza together (I had nearly stopped altogether when I was lifting daily).

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The Strand Magazine

2011-12-16T15:33:00.000-08:00

The Strand Magazine, No. 36 December,1893

Please return to London, December 1893.

Donna said Thank You for Last Night-Scott Lord: Universal Sherlock Holmes Trailers

2011-12-14T15:01:00.000-08:00

Postscript: This morning Donna said, "Thank You for last night." We were awake untill late and showered in the middle of the night. Within my new novel, I want to work on her having said, "That's because you make me feel beautiful."- I had given her a compliment just as we were about to go to bed and may interweave the responsorial into fiction.

I wrote what is below last night. It happenned to be that I was listening to "The Speckled Band", the last words heard spoken during a night of murder, and an installment in the series entitled "Double Zero". Interstingly, it was an adventure that was depicted on the airwaves of radio by Basil Rathbone, but the earlier screen version starred Raymond Massey, which would be of special interest if you were listening to the radio broadcasts, which are more numerous than the films, after having seen all of the Basil Rathbone-Nigel Bruce films.

While with Donna I have returned to a NIGHTLY practice of listening to old time radio. The New Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, with Basil Rathbone and Nigel Bruce are better than I once thought.
In the past week they have covered Holmes under the name of a Norwegian explorer in Tibet, the daughter of Irene Adler appearing in Sussex 1909 and Moriarty appearing in a 1908 stage play version, much like the William Gillette version, playing himself on stage in front of Holmes.
After the half hour I try a new Old Time Radio show that I've never heard before- last night was Boris Karloff in Lights Out (The Suspense-Escape series), sometimes I'll try a Weird Circle or a Murder at Midnight or a Murder by Experts- the CBS Radio Mystery Theater and The Shadow were the two that I listened to when young, and am stilled more than pleased with.
Tonight it seems like I'll be listening to another in that I'll be typing at the computer and it is easier than listening to music while typing.

I need to look for more trailers that will combine with these.

Scott Lord

Donna and Jane Eyre

2011-12-12T14:42:00.000-08:00

Donna was out this afternoon and unavailable for a screening of Jane Eyre. Although we had lunch together, she had an appointment during the afternoon. The version that was screened that we were invited to apparently is fairly recent.

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Boston:Donna and I;another quiet Friday Night,passionate Thursday midnight.

2011-12-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

The key is that there is a search box on the top of the internet archive if you use the text section, therefore, any book can be searched for its index- quickly.

Meaning, I'm in a coffee in Boaton looking at existant architecture. Henry Cabot Lodge, if you use the regular, or first wave, of search, wrote a book entitled Boston, which consists of the history of tne Revolutionary War.
To go on, Oliver Wendall Holmes wrote a volume on his college experience in Boston. Search that for street names or sections of Boston in the next wave of search and it is exactly four minutes past the hour. That fast- during coffee- and I can continue to find what we have on the buildings downtown that are across the street and how they looked in the 19th century.

I can meet Donna for the second coffee and bagel; usually, most often,I have a french toast bagel with either cream cheese or with egg, ham and cheese.

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2011-12-07T15:40:00.001-08:00

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2011-12-07T15:40:00.000-08:00

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Christmas Scene: Boston From A Downtown Coffee Shop

2011-12-03T07:09:00.003-08:00

This is where I am now. Having been at my desk during a movie last night, I'm wondering how pressed for time i am in regard to writing. I jotted down notes on a novel and an its accompanying poetry. Some were based on the emotions of yesterday.
Donna and I were were talking this morning and I think she would still like a blender for Christmas to make "dietetic smoothies", but she didn't have her a dvd player, so I brought her one. She bought me a winter coat and gave it to me early. It's nice. This morning I put on a Christmas album, one that I had given her, while she was hurriedly getting dressed and she happenned to have liked the idea.
I listened to The Limping Ghost last night, which was based on the Sherlock Holmes story, The Adventure of the Crooked Man.
I am right now having coffee in Boston near the birthplace of Ralph Waldo Emerson and the photograph above is how it looked in the year 1910.
Of course Google Sites and its rss night be better for writing a novel in progress than a quick blog almost disc-jockeyed from a coffee shop. Not only that but why it takes longer is that its a translation of perceptions and observations, therefore emotions, into fictions.
I was in fact , and in Cambridge, fact here yesterday on a parallel street. There are somethings about it that I just do not right now know, and can only surmise.

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Scott Lord: Op and Modern Art 1972; Video-optical art

2011-11-30T20:49:00.000-08:00

Donna and I were talking about Ring Around the Collar over a cup of coffee.

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"I came in with Halley's Comet in 1835- It is coming again next year (1910)"K

2011-11-30T07:19:00.000-08:00

King Arthur might not exactly be the Almighty. Halley's Comet may have actually put him in office. It happenned to, according to Edmond Halley, who wrote Synopsis of the Astronomy of Comets in 1705, appeared at the call of either Harold II of England and William the Conquerer who had the battle to decide divine right at Hastings, and most probably a battle to death. It also put's Stonehenge under the historical retrospective of whichever rode upon a rainbow into heaven to rain light through the sky.

I probably have a silent film for you, Mr.Twain.

As for William Dean Howells, we could bother with some of these:

Donna took me to another movie, invited me to Thanksgiving Mass and a full turkey

2011-11-25T19:13:00.000-08:00

The calendar that Donna was given at Thanksgiving Mass includes the paintings of Simon Vouet,Sandro Botticelli,Ghirlandali,Crivelli,Cagnacci, Guercino and Zubaran. A Jean-Auguste-Dominique Ingres, whom I have always liked as a painter of the human form seems the exception in the time frame during which they were painted. The are painterly and painstakingly accurate in being true to life, irregardless of their theme. i didn't realize how near Ingres was to the Pre-Raphaelite and Symbolist time periods.
Donna and I had had lunch together, which she was happier with than I thought she would be-and then surprisingly she brought home a full, cooked turkey, my guess being one more than ten pounds. For whatever reason she was happy with lunch before the windfall of the turkey, which in turn made it a long weekend of Thanksgiving dinner.
She was looking forward to the movie and the weather was nice enough so that we could walk.

Scott Lord

What would Donna be writing? Hallmark Movel Channel ,Lifetime Movie Network

2011-11-22T10:52:00.000-08:00

What would Donna be writing?

Nightly? Either Hallmark Movie Channel or Lifetime Movie Network.

I can't get a classic movie in, so as a writer, I went back to listening to Old Time Radio, which recently has included The CBS Mystery Theater, Murder at Midnight, The Shadow, Weird Circle, Murder by Experts and could include any radio drama broadcast between 1930 and 1949. I haven't yet listened to the Basil Rathbone-Tom Conway Nigel Bruce series yet, but shall. I acquired the taste for it when I found out that while you're typing, you can play an MPG file. I'm sure they listened to radio drama while typing back in 1938, this just consolidates the keyboard with the amplitude modulation.

Last night Donna took me to dinner again, which to me is a compliment as I appreciate actually getting the date and to her its a thank you that I implore her to accept; it came in the middle of three very beautiful late nights, where we we hopping into the shower at two in the morning after having made love. Three out of five nights.
Thinking of Cajun that I had had with her sometime last week, I ordered creole Shrimp with rice. Here's the secret: "a ton of shrimp". I thanked her the entire way back to her apartment. It was nice.

What would she be writing? Because it is part of a romantic affair, I linked the two channels she has interest in. She loves a movie after dinner, but stays with only two networks: Lifetime Movie Network and The Hallmark Channel.

Are her parents in New Jersey giving her a lot of unnecessary difficulty about my existence? Maybe. Do I need or ask for their approval? Probably not.

If I read in bed while she's watching a film it will first be finishing The Moon and Sixpence.

Postscript:

Was Shakespeare Dead?

For a culture so adept at pinpointing when Paul McCartney died, it very may well be that there were two William Shakespeares, BUT was Shakespeare held in retirement? Only to write sonnets after being presumed dead?
Let me rephrase my question: Was Shakespeare alive during the reign of the Scottish James I and could Shakespeare have written after being handed a fake death by the King? Was he Elizabethan, not Jacobian?

Was Shakespeare in fact Alive? Is the two Shakespeares a post-humous afterthought?

CBS Radio Mystery Theater Dracula

2011-11-15T17:20:00.000-08:00

www.cbsrmt-shows.com/1974/74-05-02 CBS Radio Mystery Theater Dracula.mp3

Although we went shopping together yesterday- she reminded me that I was intending to get new pants and she brought back a new sweater- today we spent a twilight and evening together that seemed uneventful. And yet, after dinner I found The Mystery Theater again. Please click on the above link to enjoy the broadcast.

I showed Donna the Swedenborg Chapel-Yard Closed-Coffee

2011-11-14T20:12:00.000-08:00

I showed Donna the Swedenborg Chapel off of Kirkland Street. After we went to King's Chapel, on Tremont, months ago, I told her that any church that we pass we could go inside and she could pray. If I find a church of historical or architectural interest i try to bring her in; today The Wedding Chapel was closed to the public, but they do have study groups on Emmanuel Swedenborg. i explained it was Helen Keller's church.
Harvard Yard closed to the general public- consider the impact, particularly to open air poetry happenings. The ramifications of it not being open to the public. Matters or what? There is a statue given to them by Moore in there that is my favorite work of Modern Art-it could be more erotic for abstract and as a child I did a soap sculpture very much like it: space age.
The yard in the middle of the University is closed and identification is required to enter. So we went for coffee in the Square and they played Donovan (and D'yer Maker) the weather is true, pure New England Autumn. I cooked dinner for her, not her favorite rice, cheese soup and tuna, but something very much like it with noodles and peas.
We in fact has a beautiful walk together- the leaves are changing.

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Is Donna the Margo Lane?

2011-11-09T15:24:00.000-08:00

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Is Donna the Margo Lane?

2011-11-09T15:17:00.000-08:00

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Is Donna the Margo Lane?

2011-11-09T15:05:00.001-08:00

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The Strange Dr. Weird

2011-11-06T20:09:00.001-08:00

Another weekend with Donna- The Moonstone

2011-11-06T18:40:00.000-08:00

We began another weekend together friday with a buffet. There are still flowers on the table that I brought her. In effect, we slept late for the last two days, but I did return to the gym to lift. I'm not lifting as much as when I left the gym in June, but in one week of three lifting seesions I pumped the bench press back up to 190. I had it at 200 when we began seeing each other every day.
Because I'm in the middle of reading The Moon and Sixpence, I thought it would be good also to resume my listening to "Old Time Radio", "OTR". This weekend I listened to an excellent dramatization of The Moonstone from Weird Circle, which was on air between 1947 and 1949. Another was an episode of The Strange Dr. Weird. It is well worth my keeping copies both and, if you haven't really been introduced to the on air radio plays that were popular before the advent of televsion and need to arbitrarily pick a radio adventure or mystery to begin with, these are two that I plunged into in the middle of needing to "just pick any one" out of the thousands of radio mysteries of the 1930's and 1940's.

As a thank you letter to Donna, I very much appreciate having an afternoon where i can listen to these, (particularly with quiet company that may be watching a film.)

Classic Mystery and Horror Literature from The Weird Circle

The Thrilling Mystery Adventures from The Strange Dr. Weird

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Imbolg (Bards, Ovates and Druids?)

2011-11-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

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Dwina: poet and artist

2011-11-04T08:16:00.000-07:00

Poetry;Art

Essence-
"When there is enthusiasm, all tiredness finishes."

Donna took me to yet another film:how did it end?

2011-10-30T18:19:00.000-07:00

Donna took me to dinner one night, a pizza, and its been seldom since July that we've had one, and a movie the next.

But how did it end? She needed to go to the bathroom and by the time we got back to our seats, the credits had finished. The movie was exceptional and she actually said it was her favorite that we've seen at that theater. The light play from the begining of the film was nice; geometric shapes accentuated by contrast ratios. I eventually said to Donna there was too much soft-focus in the film, but I generally find that there is in many films. His shot structure varied so that he cut from shot to shot for an entire scene before using a tracking shot, his finally using a reverse angle cut in the middle of the film and then only using a combined dolly, a tracking shot during which he stops to zoom in, later after that.

But the story line to the film is established by cutting back and forth between the present and numerous flashback scenes, which becomes interesting when the two female characters are contrasted in the present.

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Scott Lord and Girlfriend:Boston skyline from Donna's Cambridge terrace,...

2011-10-29T14:32:00.000-07:00

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Caviar on a crumpet with Donna, return to the gym to lift, Castle Films

2011-10-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

I returned to the gym for the first time since June to lift. Of course I didn't finish the regular lift and didn't try to lift the same amount of weight as in May. Earlier blog entries have me weighing 135 and lifting 200 on most machines. Today I benched, curled and pulled down with abdomen and torso. After that Donna brought home caviar (whitefish) and I tried it on a toasted crumpet.
These three videos are the same films that I bought when I was in Jr High between 1972 and 1975. I would splice three plastic 150 reels together on to a 300ft metal reel and put that in a metal can.

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A bagel and cream cheese waiting for Donna at Holyoke Gate."I don't know what to say.I'm disappointed that you didn't call me after work."

2011-10-25T11:24:00.000-07:00

Last night I thinking of going to the gym and resuming some type of lifting program, when Donna changed our plans for lunch today. In bed I just said, "It caught up with me.", meaning the entire scene. The night before I asked her about making love and when she explained how she felt I said, then that was my best to date. Whether it was or not I had added some lengthy foreplay that may have been more than sensitive enough to make it conducive later to a deeper intimacy. Today I called and said, "I don't know what to say." She may have been uptight about her schedule and I just added, "You can call me anytime. Then I'm disappointed that you didn't call me right after work."
If I did happen to see my ex-wife walking in the cold while I was riding the bus, I'm going to try everything to keep that from Donna, even if it amounts in some double standard about men and their emotions. My memory of the ex-wife only comes back in spurts and last night they were slightly heavier and Donna has no idea what might inadvertantly on her part might all of a sudden jog my memory (peanuts-elephants? could be anything really), but being reticient , if not taciturn, is the only need. It looked like I rode by her on a bus while she was walking in Donna's direction, so Hari Krisna, Nami ho rengay kyo: God Love You and Blessed Be- i don't need your life story just beacause we're are no longer married.
I'm picking up Donna after an appointment; I went to Harvard Square to buy Norwegian Shag. I asked someone from the University why we play Holy Cross if we are Ivy League, but told him that I could easily just get a ticket to a game and enjoy it without a question if I just show up. I then went to one her favorite coffee shops, and when I asked for credit, telling the store person that I was waiting for my girlfriend and plans had left me down here without money, he offered to add a bagle and cheese. I owe him the later patronage, if not for a coffee and bagel. I was honestly short. If your my reader, it could be any coffee shop near Holyoke Gate and The Porcelain Club, it just happens to be one that Donna and I go to.

Scott Lord

ps. Embed my video if you'd like, I sincerely need to accelerate my study and or enjoyment of literature. What you read during a love affair is a significance: I'm presently in the middle of The Moon and Sixpence.

Castle Films THE DOOM OF DRACULA

2011-10-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

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Why are there Mormons at the grave of Marry Baker Eddy? Donna and I want out of the evangelical movement.

2011-10-23T15:23:00.000-07:00

There actually weren't any Mormons there while we were visiting, but I was trying to locate the grave of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow and was a half a football field off. But I'm sure they were there and might be there now.
Donna and I are looking for a new, hopefully more traditional church. Feel free to invite us.
I want her out of the Evangelical, which she has attended with me in a converted Baptist. Problem- she wants to go because of an interest in the Bible and a desire to sing hymns. She had asked for pastoral counseling and was only given it very begrudgingly, and when it came they "laid a you're not a good Christian trip on her." So we made it to Sunday and, as an agnostic, I can only say that God is only benevolent and if not benevolent, there is no God and if so, benevolence is a good crazy idea to borrow and the Universe can be benevolent for all I care.
Having asked you to think upon that, and its only marginal that I include that if God is Silent then is the Universe meditative and contemplative, what does the Universe take its time to impart, I'm sure its ok for agnostic writers to sleep with and have premartial sex with church going Christians, provide they hold an individuality that surfaces as freedom of worship. If it means something to the other person, it automaticlly can become part of the relationship. We would be honored to attend your church. She feels a belief and or relationship to God and I happen to be reading The Moon and Sixpence by W. S. Maugham at the moment and at this particular juncture in life and agnostic journey of footprints that disappear in the sand after they've carried you to where there is only water for miles. My older blog entries might contain explanations of intellectual things and romantic events that led up to this if you were curious or interested.

Add this to my new novel, I later need a chance to type it in, splice paragraphs together and revise:

"That's beautiful."
"Tragedy is."
"I don't know about that."
"I won't tell a soul."

and/or add a comment that gives me a link to your writing

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Donna had the nicest idea: a walk through Mount Auburn Cemetery

2011-10-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

Cambridge, Massachusetts

Donna again took me to lunch and dinner. I hadn't had a hot pastrami sandwich in 25 years, but this one was grilled with cheese. I told her at the Fisherman's Statue in Gloucester that it was "one of my beautiful places on earth" and for that reason I wanted to bring her. Mount Auburn is another. Yesterday we discovered a Halcyon Lake while looking at the statues. It was warm in the morning, but she had dressed for autumn, so it was similar to our ending the summer in Rockport in its being a beginning of Autumn. The foliage has only begun to change color and it isn't yet too cold to walk in the afternoon.
Mount Auburn describes itself as "a rare natural oasis-open to all-for serenity, solace and inspiration. Story Chapel is near the entrance, which we found to be ornate with its stained glass.
I was in the middle of reading The Moon and Sixpence and didn't have a particular poem I was looking at and the cemetery itself is far from being one of the oldest in Boston or Cambridge. In any event, W. S. Maugham writes, "Art is a manifestation of emotion." and describes the relation of the protagonist to another character by using the expression, "We took a fancy one another." and I'm waiting for the narrator to interact further with a female character in the novel. In the cemetery are Longfellow, Holmes, Lowell, and, among others, Winslow Homer.

Scott Lord

Crumpets with Donna, "I need you" added to "Goodnight, I Love You"

2011-10-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

Actually, I mentioned to her that the crumpets were like pancakes on the reverse side. Sunday morning were neglected church, in short because although she likes to sing hymns, her pastor won't perform a wedding ceremony between a Christian church member and an agnostic. I told him to fuck. I'm glad that I saw a local publication extolling a group of "non-believers adhering to humanism" because it reinforced my thinking of "Pray for people, don't send them into misery with religious quarrels." Compassion and empathy are very necessary to romance, to the extent that if you feel romantic about someone and insist on using politeness, while your being polite to your lover, there will have to be some kindness that will shine through. She often questions sex as being integral to love, to where I told her, "Just call it making love." so the game of attraction and being sexually attracted can be the chess game of politeness, that goes to a deeper level.
We've been a couple since the beginning of June, so last night it heightened to where knowing that an "I love you" was expected within the plateaus of arousal, I replaced it with and "I need you", to which she responded with , "I need you".
After we went to brunch, I took a walk "for a little while" by the river, which at that juncture is a canal untill
you reach a bridge. It was an exception, but we took a walk together later for coffee. Include crumpets with butter to my exploits.
In bed I said, "I promise" and she said "promise what" and I replied, "That I won't tell you, but I just promise" What I was thinking was that I would promise not to remember her in way that would not include my trying to understand her as a person; that I wouldn't think of anything about her that during our first three our four months may have needed my sensitivity and a deeper acknowledgement of who she is and what can be. For example if she was overly concerned with the will of God and his plans for man, which isn't exactly the only thing there may have been. Wondering if she is fluctuating between 124 lbs and 123lbs during a two hour film isn't exactly one of the other things that I promised to overlook either, but frustrations and stress and the inner workings of menapause probably affect many women. By and large, relationships develop in the same way characters in a novel become more fully articulated, so why not give a real human being the same patience as a fictional character would have.
My novel: I came up with a scenario that Van Helsing and Dracula were both dead and Sherlock Holmes would battle Harker. Harker moving about and amidst the living.
I opened my mail box after not seeing it for two weeks. The only thing sent to me by the post office was the WHRB Program Guide. Scheduled for tonight is not only Piano concerto No 1 in B-flat (Tchaikovsky) but Romeo and Juliet, Op. 64 (Prokofiev). The happen to play Princeton this week (At least Beat Yale) We'll most likely be watching a mystery in bed.

Scott Lord

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Scott Lord: Film (Samuel Beckett silent 1965)- "see Sherlock Jr."

2011-10-13T23:10:00.000-07:00

I downloaded this in bed while Donna was alseep. Thank you Dr. Hammond and the Castle by Sea for everything: I like your impeccable library and its cobweb magazine rack: keep me on spiritual remote.

Since I don't use wifi, I had my Dell on my thighs after we made love. After we made love, and I'll add a love scene to my novel about my lips on her thighs and my arms reaqching up to lightly touch her nipples, we washed up and each had a bowl of cereal- Life (oatsquares) with honey is superfantastic. I uploaded the film into You Tube as she layed there untill 2:00. We have windchimes that we bought at Hammond Castle that hang from a Stained Glass Cross and I thought two things: it takes that to write and I was going to wish her a beautiful morning- not after what I've lived through was I not going to make her morning beautiful.
Please enjoy the thought behind Film by Samuel Becket. As someone who would have studied art, I prefer the descriptive love form for characterization and poetic prose to theater and screenplay.
It was remarkable that while we were making love we got to where we only needed to say two things during passion:
"I Love You Donna"
"I Love You Scott"
Thoughtfully, she was sick last weekend and I'm that glad that she feels better and we are back to intimacy. I told her there is intimacy after after intimacy.

Love beyond all reason; love the reason for everything.

Donna:Romantic Evening together

2011-10-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

I'm in a coffee shop: the last time I was here, Donna bought me coffee. Last night we took another shower together: I walked her backwards into the bathroom slowly by kissing her stomach while I was on my knees. It's my place to remind her that its the male that proposes marriage. And she's cute with her hair wet. Her favorite dinner is tuna, rice, and cheese soup. She puts jelly on hers. I bought her a bowl to cook and serve it and replaced it twice-after dinner, she matched a film in bed and I filmed her on You Tube, but she asked me to keep the footage private. Under two minutes.

Donna almost my roomate, nearly my fiancee, I Love You and ask you to be in love with me.

2011-10-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

Can I make it a letter? Do I have to propose marriage one last time publicly?

In regard to any refusal on the part of the church we were in today about performing our ceremony because I was introduced as an agnostic and they will only marry Christians, I'm asking that we never speak to them again. I want to offend whomever gave them the idea and concede.
If we marry? I asked you while we were in the shower together, you can accept at any time. You can tell me have accepted when we're in bed- I never have to ask again. You have the privilege of accepting my marriage proposal only while we are in bed and I don't have to ask again: whenever you say if ever.

In regard to your saying I Love You, "Goodnight".

Sincerely, honestly, after all that, I'd love to hear it. The minute you say " Goodnight I Love You", I'll say Goodnight. Goodnight ahead of time.

Love,

Scott

In regard to my removal of any nude photographs of myself that were on this webpage from before we began dating- I'll be honest, I would love to know that you are physically attracted to me and if I left them on then it was because "I have a small bum"- allow me to be formerly concieted.

But, I need you, don't make it any less. If I say I need to hold you- I do. If I need to know you like or want my body, I do- for us, because we are us, because there "is an us". Us. If I ask you to keep it intimate, I'm saying keep it us. About our living together: thanks for trying, romanticly- formally living together would have been a beautiful way to live, informally living together would have been a beautiful was to love.

. If I say that you are pretty- then romanticly: Us.

When I say "Goodnight"- Us.

For Donna: Unlike Magic-Not unlike Magic; while I'm waiting having coffe

2011-10-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

Never enough time in the morning to say "Good morning, I love you" This morning I added, "Please do everything that you can that we might be together."

Scott Lord

Ps. I've written back and forth to the night time on air disc jockey and have recieved a letter from the host of "Nighttime Magic" in Boston, but he never seems to cue this one up.
PPS: It was "South Central Rain" in regard to any death knell.

Live like that, Live for it, Live with her. I brought Donna back a bathrobe,a nightgown and roses.

2011-10-02T21:25:00.000-07:00

This morning i wrote: Live like that, live for it, live with her. I later amended it with Beauty is Truth. She was waiting for her television tp be repaired Friday and I picked out lingerie for her, a plush bathrobe and a nightgown. We exchanged the nightgown from a flannel with roses medium to a small sexier silky two piece. I took her for breakfast Saturday morning and the florist was closed, so that evening, while we were out having coffee, I excused myself from the table and got a her a dozen smaller (mini) roses while she was waiting. Point being she does like clothes and to show how well I know her, I wanted to bring the bathrobe to her. Tonight, and incidently, I took her to lunch before and coffee after, we returned to church for the first time since our spending Labor Day weekend at Good Harbor beach. I left the study of the book of Mark incomplete, not typing up all my notes or glancing at any philosophy- we began The Letter of James with Chapter I for the first of what will be ten weeks. Again, I am agnostic, if not existentialist, and she enjoys singing in church. Hymns can be, for the main part, hymns of praise.
Apparently the book can lead to "Christ-centered wisdom" particularly about discipleship after the resurrection, the request for wisdom amist affliction, and a refining of faith when kept steadfast. My translation of "God tempts no one" was "Live like that :Love offers no other existence; existence offers no compromise."

The quote "Live like that" came to me after Donna had told her someone in an important position, "I love him very much." It was in regard to our living together or living together as married. It meaning was we had just gone shopping together or had taken a walk and I realized how important it was to confront the things that detract for how you live only be living otherwise and that once you experience romance and or happiness, it doesn't matter what else there might happen to be. If a quiet moment comes that feels like it is romance, allow it precedence. It might be an equivalent to "that was cool", but more with an exhortation of "that was what I was waiting for, there can be more of it".

After Donna and I left Good Harbor Beach, Liv Ullmann visted Cape Ann

2011-09-27T20:44:00.000-07:00

After Donna and I left Good Harbor Beach and Motif Number 1, Liv Ullmann visited the Cape Ann Community Cinema in Gloucester for a screening of Faithless and a personal appearance. For some reason, I think it would have interested the early Bergman, more than the Bergman that wrote The Seventh Seal. Maybe the Bergman that wrote Dreams and Port of Call, but not the Bergman that wrote The Silence.

Scott Lord Svenska Filminstitutet 1960-1975 Ingmar Bergman

She has me at a great disadvantage.

The Ghost and Mrs. Muir: Film-Poem Novel: Mystery Date

2011-09-26T08:30:00.000-07:00

The Ghost and Mrs. Muir: Film-Poem Novel: Mystery Date: http://www.google.com/reader/shared/ScottLordnovelist

Scott Lord: Silent Sherlock Holmes

2011-09-21T12:53:00.000-07:00

Donna and took a shower together-which is where I first proposed to her:Hammond Castle

2011-09-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

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I first proposed marriage to Donna in the shower. Now its tentative, but we went back last night to say I love you to each other. Point being, she's cute with her hair wet.
Hammond Castle in Gloucester- oddly enough, known to Harvard as Glosta, is one of my "beautiful places on earth". If only that, just that. Did God create Love and the Universe on the same day- I'm agnostic, beauty is truth no matter what Runes you use.

Donna and Scott: Stevie Nicks - Rhiannon (live in Boston)

2011-09-13T11:51:00.000-07:00

Right before what would have been my favorite song from the concert, Donna and I thought it would be ok to walk up the aisle and bring her to the ladies room. She said, "I love this song." The concert hall was small enough so that I could watch the stage while waiting. We walked briskly holding hands back to our seats before the song ended. What was important was that we had to go somewhere, that instance it was back to our seats, and we were alone together as a couple while getting there: we spent a wonderful Labor Day weekend together on Good Harbor Beach so the song has a special meaning between us after our needing to hurry to catch a train. I have since found no available footage from the October concert.
I need it right now. I see now need to keep it a secret having your period can coincide with a very needed expensive vacation. Now were are back in the city and I happen to be very fond of "my Rhiannon". The last thing she happened to say before falling asleep last night was , "I love you". Holding hands in bed as well as in public.

Scott Lord

Donna and Scott:Stand Back by Stevie Nicks- Boston 3/30/11

2011-09-13T11:32:00.000-07:00

Stevie Nicks opened the concert in October with "Stand Back". I have since found no available footage from the October oceanfront concert.

Scott Lord

Donna loved this performance: Stevie Nicks - Dreams (Live in Boston, 8/29/11)

2011-09-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

Apparently, if I were to ask you to meet me where Donna and I often spend time together near Harvard, to the University, it would be on the outskirts of the Porcelain Club, know to its students by its initials and founded by some austere, if not aloof, member named McKean, which would give the title of a film-novel, The McKean Imperative. I'm borrowing it to have a coffee and its where I ran an errand for Norwegian shag rolling tobbacco.
I didn't have time to type after attending church with Donna yesterday- book of Mark and the appearance of angels after the resurrection finished and onto the book of James. But she does like to sing in church and we had a beautiful time, after which she took me to dinner again, cheeseburgers and coffee, before our going shopping.
Not only does she truly enjoy singing in church, she loved this live performance by Stevie Nicks and was singing and swaying the night of the concert.

Scott Lord

Donna and I went to the Fitz Hugh Lane House after dark: skimming biography of Winslow Homer

2011-09-08T18:39:00.000-07:00

Before going to Bearskin Neck, Donna and went to the Fitz Hugh Lane House after dark during our Labor Day stay on Good Harbor Beach.
It rejuvenated my interest and I have been skimming a biography of Winslow Homer. There are paintings of his of Gloucester Harbor and apparently he liked the people in Annisquam, but two of his works are particularly masterful: The Look Out and Eight Bells.
I spent much of today reading the magazines printed in Cape Ann and looking for out of print material on the area.

Donna and I went to Bearskin Neck after spending the night on Good Harbor

2011-09-07T17:59:00.001-07:00

(This isn't my photo, but may I please borrow it?)

At first, I didn't think we would be able to include during the Labor Day weekend, but when I found out that a cab was unnecessary and that a bus ran from Gloucester to Rockport, we went directly there after check out, our arriving around noon. We boarded the bus out of Rockport right before the rain. Donna went shopping and I visited Motif Number One, which I haven't seen in twenty years. The first time I visited was on a bicycle in high school. There is a scrimshaw shop that had almost the same schooner pendant that had bought that year in Manchester harbor, but the artist had closed the shop for the season and will soon be retiring. Donna came across a ring that she liked, a silver claddagh. She has that happy with it. It now replaces the ring I quickly brought her back from Park Street in Boston. It almost seemed fitting that Hammond Castle and being alone at sunset on Good Harbor Beach would end the summer, our having been alone together all summer in a small apartment compared to the vast expanse of the horizon on the beach, a contrast having been established between the indoor and outdoor spaces, and Rockport in the rain, quieter, colder, a harbor seen from inside a coffee shop, would begin the Fall: Rockport before the leaves begin to change. We did have coffee on Bearskin Neck; it was beautiful. The night before she had found the North Shore Radio Station (oldies-Seventies A.M.) and had stayed up late singing. When we passed the church at Dock Square I asked her if we she wanted to go in and pray. I began it when she prayed at both King's Chapel and the Park Street Church. If we are out, and I find a church that is open, I ask her if she would like to go to the altar. My theorem is that you can go inside any open church and more important you can escort anyone into any church if they have the need or desire to use it for worship. I asked the minister and she went inside the church, which is Baptist. Before departing from Gloucester I bought Donna a copy of the Mass. It's a thin black volume that says something like liturgical on it with petitions to Saints and the Communion, the Lord's Prayer interrupted by the words of a Priest about sin. I have seen her cross herself, so I thought she might be interested in the actual Mass as celebrated. [Plus she went to Georgian Court College for the Philosophy of Art and Journalism after her having decided against scholarships to Douglas, Cedar Crest, Muhlenburg (she got in!).]
I told her it was sincerely from me. While we were taking the trolley, she wanted to buy a necklace on Rocky Neck and was thrilled that I later brought her to Bearskin Neck. I found out that I may have just missed Liv Ullmann. According to a Cape Ann publication, she evidently will be speaking in Gloucester movie theater later in the month of September, 2011. Please pass on a blessing if you happen to speak to her, if not a many thanks in general. The film Faithless is scheduled for a screening- I was there three weeks too early.

Donna and I: Sunset on Good Harbor Beach, Gloucester Massachusetts

2011-09-05T21:23:00.002-07:00

"I like it when you call me 'dear'."

Right at sunset, Donna and I walked the length of Good Harbor. We were virtually the only ones on the beach as the sky lost light and it became dark. After finding a sandcastle, when we found the wrackline the sand was hard enough of a surface to walk on and she briskly quickened her pace and followed the ocean asking if she should put her feet in the water. I told her that when we kiss the only thing that she would hear would be the sound of the waves. I began saying that it was a nice way to end a summer during which we had spent every night together alone in a fairly small highrise apartment, there with the horizon and with the beach empty of other people. We've spent two days with the view of the beach during the day, which is a vast expanse, so to walk it at night was a fitting way to begin Autumn and any Indian Summer that might be coming. To begin June, our first night together had been spent getting a taxi across the parking lot during a thunder and lightning storm and since then I've spent every night looking at the Boston skyline from the ninth floor of her apartment. When I mentioned that it was a romantic way to end the summer, a blast of warm air came off the water. At One am she described it, "It came out of nowhere." Actually, she may see it as a religious act, an act of God or a sign from God.
The painting of Winslow Homer I could study further and more intently.

Donna and Longfellow's Norman's Woe (Wreck of the Hesperus) from Hammond Castle

2011-09-05T14:33:00.000-07:00

After Donna took me to dinner all that often, more than twelve times, I finally took her to cheeseburgers, coffee and french fries, which is what we usually have. I also brought her to Hammond Castle in Gloucester. We are presently staying at Good Harbor Beach.

Donna brought me to Good Harbor, Gloucester Massachusetts

2011-09-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

We"re staying across from Good Harbor beach, which I underestimated untill this afternoon, when Donna and I followed the coastline on the trolley. The view of the Atlantic ocean was spectacular, it including Twin Lights, two lighthouses from the 1800's. She went swimming while I filmed her with my webcam. We took a short walk before dinner, kissing in a parking lot. There was a diner that did look like it was from the time period of painter Edward Hopper- I had lobster (and a cheesesteak later). After dark we walked the stairs to the house of Fitz Hugh Lane (Fitz Henry Lane). As the bells from downtown she said that she would have to marry me immediately, right then and there. I had not seen the house in over twenty years, but it had always been the landmark I would notice as part of the scenic route: a symbol to complement Motif Number 1. I had never been right to its door. The trolley included a ride passed the green fisherman statue, whom Donna is wearing on her new t-shirt. Passing the statue, I was glad to find that traffic had slowed to a standstill before it continue its tour of the Atlantic Ocean towards Stage Fort Park. I turned to her and said, "Ok, thank you. This was where i wanted to bring you. It's just one of my "beautiful spots on earth" While I was typing this she insisted that I include that she is one of the "most beautiful women on earth".

Dreams - Stevie Nicks Unauthorized Live

2011-09-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

Donna took me to the concert. I watched her singing and dancing.

Donna took me to dinner again: cheeseburgers, frenchfries, coffee and Stevie Nicks Live in Boston

2011-08-29T22:30:00.000-07:00

After dinner we arrived at the concert an hour early to hear Ms. Nicks performing a sound check on stage, during which we heard her speaking voice and the beginning of Standback. We were priviledged to a live rehearsal version, which consisted mostly of her talking into the microphone in preparation. Donna asked, "Is she talking now?"
While Stevie Nicks was on stage, I watched Donna sing Dreams, Leather and Lace and Landslide. We had spent the hurricane together and when we woke up together at its onset, my thinking that the winds would increase, which they really didn't, it seemed that the storm was real, not just a tropical storm warning- in short, as a couple, we are improving on things that we accomplish together. Stevie Nicks announced on stage that we were lucky the flood didn't cancel the show. It was held in a section of Boston that Donna and I hadn't been to before as a couple, so to be honest, I told her that the bus ride through a concrete tunnel was just enough to make things seem new before her and I visit the ocean on Cape Ann next week.
Stevie Nicks ended the show with a ballad and The Edge of Seventeen, her improvising the line, "I know what it sounds like." I did, in a solitary way, happen rise from my chair to get on my feet and applaud when she announced the name Waddy Wattel.
Donna had said "I love you very much" as the show began. She had to go to the lavatory in between two songs, only to find out it was the beginning of Rhiannon, which too worked well. She said "Oh, I love this song." and I watched Stevie Nicks perform the beginning of the song while waiting for her and we briskly returned to our seats, directly, walking together and finding our seat despite that it was the first time both of us had been there together. During the concert it was easier for her to see in the seat that I had, so I stood in back of her with my arms around her.
The intellectual causes of Stevie Nicks: (do your own thing is one archaic perspective- apparently she gets into benefits for the USO) rather than the enviornment she postulated the song "Soldier's Angel", which Donna and I talked about after leaving the concert area, and mentioned that she doesn't know what a "dot org is". Not all of us over 45 dismiss the internet that readily, but think, she meets alot of people, which itself is valuable, to her and to us. Is her art essential and, is it important that we embrace the internet because we will only be here on earth for a limited, if not short, time? Probably. But her art- its value may be inestimable whether you see that immediately or not. Her voice was trademark: one or two long held notes every now and then that seemed ethereal. There was some visual art-light and color patterns and it included some gothic motifs. She was in black during most of the concert, while dancing freeform, wearing gloves I believe; she was dressed in white with images of doves as the concert was to conclude.
In regard to our marrying, we didn't say very much about it, other than that that morning she had ebulliently said that if she could get back to a weight of 124 she would be more than glad to marry me, and I had mentioned that there wasn't much time before the concert. At the concert, she mostly said that I was the cutest male at the show, her having it mentioned it three times, and yet there being little mention of us marrying. (Or that Stevie Nicks had just performed the ceremony at a love-in).
On stage, she said, "I was hit in the head by the microphone. I'm ok". I turned to Donna and said, "Did you hear that?"
Toward the end of the concert I felt a fondness for the performer, the word legend having come to mind. Mostly during The Edge of Seventeen. I stared directly toward her, thinking that her and I had not "laid eyes on each other before". Then she began to twirl and I felt a softer emotion for the singer that I have listened to for years.

Donna took me to breakfast: Symbol from the ninth floor

2011-08-27T14:55:00.001-07:00

Symbol.

Donna took me to brunch again. She likes super cinnamon bagels and "treats" me to a french toast bagel with cream cheese and coffee.
Another night of passion and she said. "I'm honored" in reference to her bringing me to climax. She used the word saturated. She said that she had been trying to do that for eighty days. We make love on the ninth floor, but while we were working together she brought me to the 19th floor to see the view.
Another morning of our saying "Good morning" and "I love you" while waking up together. I told her that that was the difference between sex and making love; saying "I love you" the next morning. We discussed that the pigeons were copulating.
Because there's a storm predicted may I note that we have very romantic reservations to stay in Gloucester near where I used to ride bicycles in highschool by Magnolia.
Motif 1 shows a ocean horizon at sealevel; I'm hoping to also bring her to Hammond Castle. Allow it to be a symbol before the storm.

Scott Lord:Boston skyline from Donna's Cambridge terrace webcam video Ju...

2011-08-23T17:33:00.000-07:00

Donna brought me to another movie.exceptional film

2011-08-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

It being Sunday, Donna and I overslept and missed church again. The pastor did call me and promised to call her. She was grappling with thoughts about Christian marriage and the will of God and the minister was didn't have the time to call her so I left a message saying that he could seek his eternal reward when the river sytx was graced with his prescence whether it was to transform itself to ice or not. She was stressed out, but twelve years ago, before her and I met, I had a maxim about the matter: rather than saying, "What profit a man if he gains the world and loses his soul" I would use the quote to live in peace and apply it as, "What good is it if you gain turbulence in your relationship with the world and lose the art of making love with each other- try to care enough to alleviate suffering." My import was: just call the woman so there won't be any religious torment.
Another night of passion between Donna and I. We went to Boston Saturday and rather than her asking me if I wanted a French toast bagel, we went to window shop through thrift stores and consignment shops, where she bought me a button that reads, "Color in Modern Film". It looks like a student made it with a button maker. In highschool, one of the men had a button maker and he made me one with a photo of Albert Camus: at the time Donna was in college studying The Philosophy of Art.
One Day is an exeplary film and, although its more enjoyable than The Tree of Life and has more romantic plot and flashback twist, one can very easily view both films in the same afternoon.

Scott Lord :The Abyss (Urban Gad,Afgrunden, Denmark 1910)

2011-08-18T17:50:00.000-07:00

I have long wanted to see this film. I have been revising the webpages that are online that i have written that chronicle the history of Scaninavian silent film. They are comprised of the history of Danish Silent film, Swedish Silent Film and Norwegian Silent Film.8w-

Bedtime Tonight: Magic- Boston wrote me today about Donna taking me to the concert.

2011-08-17T10:22:00.001-07:00

Bedtime magic, a Boston radio station, continuous soft rock magic 106.7, wrote to me today about Donna taking me to the Stevie Nicks Concert.

I quote the entire letter:

Woo-Hoo! Stevie Nicks!

signed David Allen Bouche, the evening on air disc jockey. If he doesn't lock himself out of the studio again, I would like to provide a link. I didn't know that Woo preceded Hoo!

Bedtime Magic

Bedtime Tonight

Last night Donna took me took dinner again and I reluctantly varied for the more expensive item because of how frequently she has "treated" when we should be alternating who pays for dinner more often. I had a very nostalgic Big Mac, my being old enough to have been one of the first million people to have ordered one. She was beautiful waitng for their intercom to play the song "My Favorite Mistake", which I think is sexy and explained the Basil Rathbone scene where he says, "Not mistakes, Joe, variations." during Dressed to Kill. Music Boxes.
And what a fool I've been now that the world is apparently missing yet another Rembrandt; I think this one was entitled "The Judgement." Rembrandts that vanish.
Please visit any of the new Sherlock Holmes webpages that I put together while Donna was in the shower or putting on cosmetics.
Actually I became a little thoughtful while we were in bed and instead of holding myself up with my biceps and forearms, last night I lowered myself on to her softly,
putting my chest on top of hers while kissing her kneck. She said that she loved the intimacy.
She has maintained weight while we've been going together and mentions it as being 124 to 121. When we began our love affair I was lifting 210lbs with my abdomen and with my torso and pumping 185 on the vertical chest. I was curling 170.
I was pulling down 240. I still weigh 134lbs. But my new trick-mystery is that I use a weight barbell during my absence from the gym, so when she mentions her diet, I use the seen-on-television "rip shaker" that is designed to give you a six minute workout to "dynamiclly" become more ripped or cut, therefore, the cut I got from whey protien is now worked on by a "dynamic muscles builder toner". More like Bruce Lee than with the gym, but still it is work put on top of a year and a have on the Nautillus- therefore wish me luck and diligence on seeking a square (rocking hard) body. I might regain or improve with the "Shake-Weight" (available at pharmacies, Donna let me get it for my 49th birthday.)

Donna and I overslept,she took me to brunch- link to Diana Der-Hovanessian, poet

2011-08-15T09:06:00.000-07:00

Donna wanted to go to church but we overslept, so we went for coffee. We also missed a Poetry on the Lawn reading with Diana Der-Hovanessian, so I would like to provide a link to the New England Poetry Club. We found out that we have been together for the last 75 nights in a row.

Scott Lord

Donna is taking me to the Stevie Nicks concert, Boston Common Swans,Basic Instinct 2

2011-08-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

She's in bed watching the sequel to Basic Instinct, Basic Instinct 2,which, starring Sharron Stone, was filmed in England and again has a subplot with something buried in the past.
Donna is taking me to the Stevie Nicks concert. I told her today, "I love you for this." Last night I told her that she made me the happiest man in the world when I brought her home a bathmat, she intimated that we were already living together and that we would continue to later. I looked and it seems that I haven't written (blogged) about us for nearly a week, which will have to be ok. It will have to be ok. But for various reasons, I began speaking to her in a more soft spoken way this week, which I like. She did take me to lunch, a ham sandwich this week. I told her today I love you for this when she got the tickets, and that it was a large expense for her. We walked through the common and public gardens because she wanted to see about the swan boats and the two swans were there under the bridge.

Donna brought me to another movie.

2011-08-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

Donna and I spent the weekend together again, which has been every weekend since the first of June. Friday I had to refill my transdermal nicotine patches. We did laundry and went shopping for her apartment. Saturday and Sunday she slept late. After having missed her church service, which is a study of the book of Mark and which is acceptable in that I am an agnostic love poet or studier of aesthetics, she took me to another movie. We went to see a comedy in a theater she seems to like that occasionally adds silent film to its program. Although she's reluctant to see a silent in that she hasn't seen that many of them and although she said she could see Jaws, which was playing with its sequel and was one of the first films to utilize The Steadycam, we went to a comedy that began with a topshot and reiterated the shot toward the end of the film with a combination topshot pullback shot.

Donna brought me to another movie.

2011-07-31T20:38:00.000-07:00

Donna brought me to another movie. She's staring over my shoulder so I can tell her that she's beautiful. I think she's exceptionally pretty. So let her stare over my shoulder as I type.

By the way, thank you for asking me out so often and the coffee, while we're doing laundry together you can stare over my shoulder as I type. By the way, don't keep giggling, but I want you in bed- you have the nicest body.

Tommorow afternoon ok? My Treat.

Venite-Donna took me to dinner and brunch again, Prayed in the chruch of Oliver Wendell Holmes

2011-07-30T21:09:00.000-07:00

Donna prayed at the chancel of King's Chapel.
It was the church of the poet Oliver Wendell Holmes. I had never heard of the poetess Sara Apthorp who also attended church services there. Apparently the church was built in 1754 and the pulpit dates back to 1717.

Last night she took me to dinner again, cheeseburger, fries, coffee. This afternoon she brought me for a french toast bagel and coffee and then thought that she would bring me to another movie, but took me to dinner again instead-cheeseburgers, fries and coffee.
She again said that she may have orgasmed- it was the longest oral foreplay session thought possible or ever experienced.

Donna bought me dinner, said she my have orgasmed

2011-07-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

Last night Donna brought me to dinner again, cheeseburgers, coffee and french fries. That's the third time in about week that she has. She evidently likes their mocha.
Last night she said that she may have orgasmed. She watches a movie every night "to relax" and we had seen it earlier this month, so I began kissing her ankles and continued in an upward direction. I got a little wild while kissing her tighs, alternating between kissing her thighs and pubic hair, and when I paused she said "Wow". After we finished she said that she was very lubricated and was wet, her thinking that she may have orgasm. I gave her a back massage, kissing her shoulders again. I haven't fully transposed our affair into a fictional account yet.

Donna: post-coital Rice Crispies and Raisins after a shower

2011-07-26T10:55:00.001-07:00

"It was spectacular."
Most every night Donna watches a movie on the Lifetime Movie Network "to relax" This morning she said that she had watched it every night alone thinking, "I wish I had a boyfriend to watch them with. I had been watching three Boris Karloff films in a row every night, sometimes the same ones, while at the computer. This week, after spending almost every night together since the first it June, it had become that I was on the computer during her film rather than laying in bed with her.
Last night we got to a critical point and I told her we couldn't continue talking to each other. "I love you, I'm in love with you, that's my last word. We have nothing further to say." We went to bed at eight o'clock and left the movie off. I looked for places on her body I hadn't explored before. By the end I had my finger between two of her toes. I kissed everywhere, moving my lips vertically. When it was where I wanted I kissed wildly, where I wanted again, softly; softer untill underneath her chin, softer than I thought I could. On my biceps, I barely moved, almost motionless-what she said I won't ever write, which she later reiterated ebulliently, "We can have sex, that's good." This morning she reminded me that I said, "Donna, tell me you love me and use my name." while kissing her fervantly with my hands over my head just enough to reach her breasts and keep my finger on her nipples, while kissing her stomach and lower than her stomach. I think she later said, "I liked that alot."
Using an incomplete sentence, she added words to the effect, "You better be mine after that; I better be where I know you are." with the nicest, most unexpected smile, or look of love, I have ever seen, as though she were suprised.
This morning she gave me the one look of sexual shyness that made it beautiful-in between giggling that we had been together.

Donna took me to breakfast and brought me to another movie.

2011-07-23T20:44:00.000-07:00

This morning I heard her say "Scott and I love each other." How is her grammer: "Scott liked their blueberry muffins just as much as I liked them."
She brought me to breakfast and I asked her to order whatever she was having, which was scrambled eggs and hash browns.
Then we went to Harvard Square where she bought herself a necklace and took me to another film.
There seemed an example of reverse field, or reverse direction cutting during the film, where a young girl is on the stairs and the diagnal lines seem to reverse direction from shot to shot. Again, there is a superimposure scene and during the film I said "almost reverse screen cutting". Those two scenes were artisticly shot.
Last night our legs were entwined. I called it an awkward position that I had never really thought of before, but we were trying to get as close to each other physically as we could possibly get. Of course we had to unentwine them an dthen I gave her a back massage.

When I woke up this morning Donna was holding my hand while she was asleep- Four nights, three nights of passion.

2011-07-21T17:45:00.001-07:00

When I woke up this morning Donna was holding my hand while she was sleeping.

Of the last four nights, three have been nights of passion. The third morning she said, "I'm sorry we didn't have sex last night.", which for me was nice enough to bring a new depth to our being together. While massaging her shoulders I began the need to kiss the nape of her kneck, open-mouthed, like eating the quarter of an orange. Kissing her shoulders during massage. Last night I found rubbing her ankles and the tops of her feet while kissing her stomach and thighs.

Donna has been taking me to dinner. It began with a (superfantastic) french toast bagel, and she brought me to coffee a couple times. Then she took me to dinner- pizza. Then dinner again, a ham and cheese: we have a bench near Holyoke Gate where we kiss. Then cheeseburgers, coffee and french fries the next night. And tonight again, cheeseburgers and french fries. (Remember that we have been together every night except for two since the first of June.)
She has two networks that she watches- Hallmark and Lifetime Movie Network. Putting my head between her legs with my shoulders under her thighs is apparently eroticlly stimulating.
Actually, this morning, she lent me laundry detergent, which helped immensely. We went to the supermarket together again after dinner. While kissing her near the register, I spilled my coffee- it wasn't difficult.

Waiting for Donna to blog about the new ring I gave her. Captain America (1944) Ep.01 -The Purple Death (Part 1 of 2)

2011-07-16T13:08:00.000-07:00

I'm waiting for Donna to blog about the new ring I gave her. I brought it with me yesterday and she was all smiles. "Is it an engagement ring?"
I answered. "If you want it to be." Its actually a placeholder untill I can get her a nicer ring, but I was on my way and was looking at necklaces when I saw it and thought that if it wasn't the right size, then I could find a more expensive ring that she could keep when she could come with me. It did fit and this afternoon we were in Boston, so I showed her where I got it. She was nice about it being that I should have bought it earlier in the month and didn't have much with me. We took a walk last evening and have another street that we now walk down hand in hand.
But she's busy and sent me to get coffee, so I thought that, although she is the essential Margo Lane to the Lamont Cranston shadow, that while I was having coffee would be a good time for Captain America.
I happen to collect the film of Lionel Atwill.

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2011-07-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

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Donna and Scott: The Bank Incident

2011-07-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

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2011-07-14T12:04:00.001-07:00

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2011-07-14T09:35:00.001-07:00

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"You would think that there is a God, especially in that you were in a certain place at a certain time. I believe in love whether there is or there is not a Supreme Being and I believe in being in love. If someone has a belief in God or a creator then it is part of who they are and it belongs to them, so debate is only philosophical untill their emotions and ideals become something poetic about them, and when the discussion develops to the postition that there is a God the other person believes in or a spirtuality they need to be who they are, then it becomes a matter of philosophiclly listening, the imperative being that the freedom of other person can be known deeper as an act of love or an aethetic act of observing their beauty or the beauty of their ideas and emotions. The debate is no longer concerned with if there is a God from the agnostic postion, it is concerned with if life can be made more beautiful and if love can be made more intimate."

She usually ended each phone call by saying, "I love you." but with this instance she added to it by saying, "I love you so much."

After they had said goodnight, he began again,"I owe you fifty cents." She laughed and before she could say anything he enthusiasticly added, "Good night. I love you." so as to assure her that was all he needed to say, to which she quickly replied, "I love you too." The fact of the matter was that they had known each other before their having become involved.

Had it been that he had earlier reminded her of what had happened between them, outlining the actions of their bodies before and after, if not before, during and after their conversations? At first the moon from the terrace was red, it then being low on the horizon, to which he called her attention, asking her if in fact if it wasn't the moon. After his cigarette and after they had talked for a short while, it seemed more orange, shadows of hue passing across it. Later, it was considerably higher on the horizon taking into account for how long they had talked, it entirely white in its brightness except for a thin band of clouds passing across it. They had had two nights of making love that seemed exceptional for them before she had began her menstration and were left to mostly only hold each other. During the two earlier nights, and during several of the nights before that they had quickly acquired a way of being near to each other right before making love where they would look at each other each laying in bed on their side almost using the same pillow, their faces almost touching while looking into each other's eyes where there was almost a happiness to their intimacy.

"Talking about marriage gets me sexually stimulated, especially that we're exclusive."

"When your nipples are erect and harden makes me think of what could happen between us .Sensually, am I kissing you softly enough; I like to use my tongue strait down instead of my finger and circle with it before using my mouth and lips."

"Yes."

Earlier that evening right after they had had dinner together she mentioned that while they were there she wanted to go into the chapel to pray. She had ask him in with her and silently sat for a moment with her hands folded and happily acknowledged when she had finished, announcing that they could then leave. There had been brochures there that he was looking at in between watching her pray and they were those that almost, if seen with a black humor, bordered on being morbid, their concerning the potential loss of a love one and the putting aside of time during the day that could be used to reflect upon those who had recently departed as though there were to be regular sessions of appreciative thoughtfulness after their passing and prayers dedicated to the recently deceased or soon to be deceased. In bed he had said that she was more than welcome to pray anytime that she desired to and not only had the freedom, but the individuality. She then told him that she was praying that they could be together as a couple.

"I meditated", he said, trying not to sound hesitant that his thoughts, although directed toward her, had not been in the apostrophe and specifically sent to an omnipotent deity.

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Donna Said I Love You (Cyclops:Like Magic)

2011-07-13T12:17:00.000-07:00

Intense. One night apart. One morning not spent together since June 1, 2011. Donna called this morning to say I Love You.

I called back to say I Love You.

Details: we just spoke again. The games might be over. Synopsis: I knew her while I was married and we found each other after. She asked for a ring. I told her I didn't know if I could marry yet, we needed a licence and I was waiting to hear since it was noncontested.
We've been in be together, waiting.
On the morning where she thought she try one night alone, I called the court to find out I was ironically divorced the entire time. Peace forever to all parties concerned- but I proposed with a now or never.
We didn't make it. Not even after my whispering the name Donna Lord into her ear during last Sunday's church service. We would have been married a year from yesterday.

We're still lovers. What it allowed untill now was a game of "Do you want to break up- If you loved me you wouldn't want to break up." There are no more ghosts or what if you cheat on me? That's over- I'm free to marry again. No more games about being faithful but going to church. It's removed Jesus from that part of the picture. I explained it- I am that badly hurt by cheat on each other-break up with each other every time you turn around, and the Christ will make it all better every time you turn around. During last month I did offer to study Kierkegaard, or restudy him without as much "man shall be god: existence shall precede essence."
The teleological suspension is now redirected to love.
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I still love you. I in fact need you more.
Scott

Oh, the word Cyclops is a Scott and Donna (don't tell Jen were are now "Sconna", she's been going through some heavy on the telephone issues, its hard to tell me and Jen apart sometimes, we're symbiotic)Donna is most pretty it bed while she's on a pillow, but she says our faces are so close together she can only see one of my eyes at a time. So she calls me "a Cyclops" rather than 'Odin' the thunder-god-figure-personification-being-that-will-extend his-being-into-creative-things. Its like the floating finger thing our babysitter had during the seventies where you take two fingers and cause an optical illusion hern they near.

Anniston rather than Diaz- Donna took me to another movie in Harvard Square

2011-07-10T20:11:00.000-07:00

Last night Donna took me to the Harvard Square Theater again. Last time it was for the film Bad Teacher; this time it was for the film Horrible Bosses. It was a fast paced comedy and she began laughing non-stop during the last one fourth of the film. Right before that I whispered in her ear, "You haven't said I love you during the film." It was just at an arbitrary point in the film when I thought that we should tell each other. When we first decided to to date we were joking that she was "a Jen", that there was a parallel between lives of the two women and that they were intertwined within the universe, my being with "a Jen". The film does use speed to make the second half of it humorous, like classic Hollywood comedy in the 20's, 30's 40's. Once the plot premise is established, the humor is based on comedic action in plot twists.
Harvard Square was nice after midnight while holding her hand. Before going to the film we had resumed our conversations in the shower about getting engaged, this occasion being more intimate.
She greeted the assistant pastor who agreed to meet with us later to schedule pre-marriage consultations about being engaged for the next year. The sermon was on a passage on Is there marriage after the resurrection. Is the something greater than marriage after death while living in the covenant of Christ where there will be no marriages and where humans are as like angels, living in his love? The reverend answer seemed to be than human love is not perfect and the only perfect love is in heaven. It reminded me of "Under The View of Eternity" in that, if love exists on earth there is a teleological suspension of its value and its aesthetic value after death. It can be seen by the view that eternity exists and it can exist for however love we do- love spent on earth is better than not have loved at all.
The bible passage is consistent with one that follows which reads love thy neighbor (specificly modified as love your spouse as well as you can)as yourself in that in heaven there is only love, it is a benevolent force. The church speaks too often about "Christ's authority", which of course is supported by Jesus's claim that God is the Father. It becomes a little oppressive but not too weird to sit through; after attending their service three times I generally expect a little work on God Reigns, which manifested itself today in something to the effect of give to the Lord what is his and give to Ceasar what belongs to him, (throw the Christians to the Christians and the Lions to the Lions)I found it more fascinating that a six sided figure can be made with the cross and that can be enclosed within an elongated semi-circle. I have an renewed interest in the architecture of New England and if I were to write a "Moby Dick" it would encompass the history of architecture of New England. It was interesting that he saw the God of the Old Testament interpreted by Jesus- God was the God of the Old Testment and was alive and is still alive with the New.
I opened a new blog entitled Donna and Scott that could be written by both of us. Actually, her I cleaned her apartment most of the morning and at night spent a long time together in the supermarket.

Scott Lord and Girlfriend:Boston skyline from Donna's Cambridge terrace,...

2011-07-06T18:48:00.000-07:00

Donna and I spent four nights together. Tonight she bought dinner. During the four days together we went for scenic cabrides, which was nice.

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Scott Lord: webcam video July 4, 2011 Boston Skyline from Donna's Cambr...

2011-07-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

In the shower Donna asked me if I would ask her to marry me. I said that I could. I asked do you want me to ask you. She said. "Yes".

While I'm writing this she said, "I was happy and that's all that's all I know." We watched the celebration from her terrace, which is like a penthouse and commands a view of the entire city of Boston from this side of the river, but not the river itself.
"Did you write something like that, that the fireworks were a celebration of our engagement?"- its late at night, but I'm hanging on her every word as we get ready to go bed.

Donna brought me to another movie, I took her to dinner.

2011-07-03T20:31:00.000-07:00

Actually, one shower together brought us together and cleared everything between us. For the most part it did. She brought me to a film at the Harvard Square Theater and I took her to dinner again, egg foo young for her and things with shrimp for me.
There was a night of passion and then a night of just holding each other.
We missed church and stayed in bed all morning, which she liked. She was beautiful to look at while making love during the late morning. She was laughing about out having stayed in most of the afternoon. When she asked me what I wanted for my birthday I kept saying tuna, rice and cheese soup, which we made together tonight. I had picked up two of her new dresses for her from the tailor before coming.
The shower together was a conversation about whether we could or could ever marry. I've decided to let things happen and possibly not discuss it as often as a prerequisite of our being together, but also to let things happen.
She had to see a doctor and when we got there the clinic was closed, so I might return to a seriousness; serious things can happen at any time, therefore we can be together if I'm aware of that. She brought me to coffee again.
I need her body, but it is because its hers. She continually says that she can't sleep without me and it is becoming that I need her at night. She can be cute when we're on the same pillow and she seems to think its ok if our faces near to being almost together for as long as you would think they possibly could. She likes it when I touch her hair. But its gotten to her saying, "That felt good."
I'm now 49 and I'm with someone again, I'm no longer alone; she actully said, "I'm available to be with you every night."

Am I officially engaged? Donna took me a movie and lunch, hand in hand through more of Cambridge

2011-06-25T19:42:00.000-07:00

Its becoming a summer where Donna and I are walking hand in hand through new sections of the same old Cambridge everyday. Last night we walked through a section well known to both of us. Today through a side street near MIT that I hadn't really seen before and then down Massachusetts Avenue.
She took me to the film Beginners at the same theater where we saw Tree Of Life together. The trailers reminded me to look for Fassbinder, but is it possible he's made a new film? It was a film I enjoyed more than I thought I would and one that you could double feature with Tree of Life, but not from necessity.
It is in fact a film about a couple in love or falling in love. I would want to look at the camerawork again, but there was some that was artistic; the cutting wasn't rapid but some shots were well designed for being as brief as they were.

We have an old saying, "You get something too." The suprise could be that we have an evening planned and that for my birthday she will be getting ring for a present. She mentioned that she would like one. Larger secret, she was discussing ourn living together with her parents.

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Donna bought me dinner, singing early morning

2011-06-24T10:05:00.000-07:00

Donna was singing this morning as we got dressed. She bought me dinner last night.
We watched the film in bed, she liked it. I was very honored to watch it with someone, especially her, in that I had seen it alone during the last year becuase it was filmed on location in Cambridge decades ago and I recognize the streets, but wouldn't know where all of the are. They key to the plotline really is that she says, "Its not your fault." after she has already said "Love means never having to say you're sorry." The poem used during the write your own vows wedding ceremony that she reads is nice, but I can't think of how she as a character wrote it- its actually more British than Harvard and i would question if there is an Anne Bradstreet influence in its lines but Holmes and Longfellow weren't particularly love poets and the poetic stanza differs. There is a volume of Millay here and I might look for it in regard to the poetic image, but not the poetic languange. During the film I continually wanted to her recognize Harvard 1970 and she replied, "I didn't know we lived near something so famous.", so I said, "Oh thanks alot, Princeton the town or Cambridge the city. Beat Yale."
And she said, "Princeton the town of course."
We went to buy spoons before the film and she brought me to coffee at "our table". I left her a message thanking her for dinner, "You're a superfantastic girlfriend, please have the impression that you are."
She was singing this morning, but it was mostly spent getting dressed in a hurry- toothpaste,lipstick.
The slacks she had alterered are the tightest petite you have ever seen and the dress she had on looks like it was worn on Laugh-In, like Mod, with a horizontal line of pink, red concentric circles.
Hang tight, she's on the phone right now.

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2011-06-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

Donna and I walked Cambridge hand in hand, night of passion

2011-06-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

Night of passion. In all honesty we had the weekend together and her menstral cycle finished. We couldn't find a movie and she asked to go to bed early; really early. More honestly, I don't talk in bed, but to carry it through, the other night I came up with "Donna you're cute" several times to cover our being only recently attached to each other. Last night we were more intimate. it was beautiful and we've been together just long enough to feel what the other is feeling.
During the afternoon we went to get a dress of hers altered; it needed to be hemmed. She's a size 9 skirt. We spent Friday night together and had most of the rest of the weekend. Vanilla Sky with Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz, which was a deeper movie than you would expect, but with mystery plot twists and disappearances. Sunday she brought me to church and I took notes for my novel, which again is agnostic. Again it is near to a class in divinity and we are studying the book of Mark. I kissed her lightly so as to say, there cannot be a God without love and to the effect of "love is the only power and only benevolence, I'll say compassion, but empathy rather, can be the ruling force." It was during Mark 11:24, which reads that whatever you ask in prayer you can believe that you have received it as a promised fulfilled. The homily read more like,"Believe in the act of prayer as a fulfillment of a promise based on that the authority of Christ reflects a divine plan and there is therefore no fate or happenstance. So in kissing her it was like my going over their head and saying that I have the authority to make all things from God a kiss between us, and that there is no other worship than benevolence.
Its on odd part of the testament to look at in that Jesus (Christ) is cursing fig trees that are barren and throwing a tantrum in the marketplace, but he makes a triumphant entrance as their king. So for the novel, the theme would be belief as a necessary beginning, to accomplish anything, first there must be the resolve of human endeavor, or contemplation-meditation, if you will.
Between us, it is not entirely my place to say that one of the things Donna is praying for is love between us, nor am I concerned how it would sound if I were to say she is praying for intimate sexual relations between us, but I certainly loved spending the afternoon with her and was flattered, if not honored, to be seated next to her during the service. She sings in church.
The living in the material world tantrum on the part of Christ can be written about by looking at its context, religion is Christ's priority, not corruption, which relect's a "socialist-like concern for the well being of his congregation". How it would be acceptable to an artist is as a correllary to the belief in beauty. Artists beleive in beauty, Christ sees a deeper meaning to existence. The art of the 18th century aristocrat might be seen as wastefully opulent during A Tale of Two Cities.
In any event, she bought me dinner during which we talked very intimately and she imparted things to me about herself that, although are no longer part of her present life, were deeply personal. She's also dieting between 118 lbs and 123, so I've been telling her about the weight lift. She usually says, "You look good", right before it begins to get flirtsy or romantic.
Little things: I did her dishes for her without being asked, almost because I she hadn't mentioned them. I had a bowl of cereal while she was in bed during the night. She usually buys me a coffee when I first arrive. We fairly compatible, as compatible as I thought we might be. She has a singular way of saying "Thank you" everytime I touch her hair, which I do almost automaticlly without thinking that she is going to say "Thank You" again. Its cute-soft. I'll be stroking her hair for 45 seconds or a minute or two and then when I'm not quite thinking of it and have stopped, she'll say Thank you and I'm still suprised to hear "I like that".

Scott Lord

New Girlfriend, Donna took me to dinner

2011-06-15T09:46:00.001-07:00

Last night again was our most beautiful. When Donna was in college Margot Kidder visited her campus while filming The Amityville Horror, which was shot on location there. Last night, after she bought dinner we watched the remake in bed. She didn't get an autograph at the time. Apparently it is an "all-girls Catholic school" and I was suprised that they filmed a "horror" movie there. I mentioned that Love Story was filmed in Harvard Square and that you could see how different it was then from today. I had just gotten my learner's permit when she was at the college and saw the film in a theater first run. Actually, that night I drove a Chevy pickup.
Donna dresses well and has dieted down to 118 lbs. She's shorter than I and likes to get on her toes when she kisses. In bed I happenned to say, "To tell you the truth, you are a very nice woman."

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Donna is down to 118 lbs. Old Bookstore Closed. Attended Church.

2011-06-14T11:20:00.000-07:00

This morning she said something to the effect that the making love between us last night was the best that she had ever experienced.
It was our most beautiful night. The night before I had said," Love is beautiful, act upon it and how you feel."
Sunday she invited me to Church. I had stayed from Saturday evening onward, and haven't since typed. I would like to say it was a class in divinity, which it was not, it was a regular service. They read from the book of Mark, the passages concerning an argument about which disciple would be seated at the left or right hand of Jesus and the power within the infrastructure of the theocracy, and a blind man that followed Jesus after having been cured. It was near to being a class in Theology. I had my arm around her during the service. After church Donna and I went to coffee. I've been looking for a copy of Human Sexual Response, so I checked the old bookstore. It was the bookstores last day and I bought a regularly $60.00 hardcover textbook from Rutgers University Press on Film criticism for a dollar, and two others for another dollar. I'm currently reading Re-Vision Essays in Feminist Film Criticism. I'm going to intermittantly revise the older novel I was writing while beginning the new one.
Then we had dinner- egg fu young, shrimp chowmein and shrimp fried rice. I stayed and it was beautiful, but last night was more beautiful. It was more that she physically wanted me and that I could give her pleasure. My appreciation of her body and wanting her could be translated into her fullfilment.
She just wanted to know that she was the best kisser. I personally like to hang my mouth off her kneck and on her shoulder blades.

Scott Lord

New Girlfriend, Donna took me to dinner

2011-06-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

My new girlfriend, Dana Lynn (penname), took me to dinner last night and said that I could use her real name on the internet.
It's Donna.
We were kissing in the elevator in front of someone we've both known for a decade, it circulating the surprise and yet I hope that we are more surprised than anyone; its been romantic and and a little fun.
She took me to dinner. I believe it the third time for that restaurant this month, which where we knew each other. We later went shopping together for necessities, which was nice. I said, "This is a good place to kiss." It literally made it more like living together.
We watched a fairly good film in bed, The Lake House, with Christopher Plummer. Later I heard the train, which happens to be the same train that I've heard for years, so I mentioned it because I didn't know that she could hear it where she was and I asked her about the time, her replying that it was approximately its favorite time. I was surprised because the view is the skyline and didn't know the train was that loud.
I usually say, "The city is beautiful tonight."
She's been dressed up almost every night this month. She said that I could film her while she's asleep so that she wouldn't notice the webcam or while she is singing if I set up the camera and went into the other room while it was filming.

Scott Lord

New Girlfriend- caught in our second thunderstorm

2011-06-10T13:41:00.000-07:00

We were caught in our second thunderstorm. The Boston city skyline is beautiful from this side of the river. She was surfing for a recording artist and my Dell laptop needed to be recharged, so I didn't film her singing. I waited for the weather to clear and then brought back ice cream.
We have our own table in the coffee shop, right next to the old table where I saw her for years while I was married and thought she was living with someone.
We usually watch a movie in bed, but she turned it off early so that we could talk. A little talk about my moving in or our living together, which I really can't answer right now. But I woke up there the last two mornings, which makes almost every day this month so far.
I looked for a copy of Human Sexual Response to give her, but couldn't find one. Human Sexual Inadequacy happened to be among my things before we re-met.
I couldn't find a study that would be newer or equivalent other than the Venus Men are Easy when with Mars Girls (They're Ok if they Say they're Ok).
Script details: she couldn't find anywhere she wanted to have dinner in Harvard Square, so we went back to where we met the first time, but had a long enjoyable bus ride. The the next morning, I left and came back for lunch, thinking she had something to do later, but the thunder and lightning came so I stayed to listen to her sing.
I never read Couples, because I got a letter from John Updike right after he wrote Marry Me, but it seems like one of the novels I would ask for while she is on the computer surfing, only because i told her I am still fond of who she was when we "only knew each other". I tried to explain that I love her more now because I now love what we were then more- seperated from her for a year after becoming "seperated". Now I know her better, more intimately. Now I'm different.
Actually, the kissing has become more involved. She left a message while I was lifting, which is almost the same as last month, but I'm only lifting every other day. Thirty repetitions on the abdomen nautalis at 240 lbs. Curls are free weight. I weigh 135. The torso was quick, about 15 repetitions at 200lbs. Most of the lift is about the same.

Scott Lord

New Girlfriend-I didn't think or know I would have to or need to say Take Me Back

2011-06-08T12:24:00.000-07:00

I didn't think or know I would to say "Take me back.", but I did and don't question with what do I mean by just that. Early, within our first week, take me back, take me back for when we couldn't be together. Take me back with everything. Tighter. Fast kiss, slow dance.

New Girlfriend.

2011-06-07T20:50:00.001-07:00

We did in effect have dinner again and I apparently have her permission to mention it.

I began at it again, we had coffee where we used to see each other and I explained where I was that I had wanted to kiss her, and after all that while, kissed her there, where I saw her.

"I owe you fifty cents."
She laughed and I said, "Goodnight I love you.", to which she replied, "I love you too."

Earlier, I had deftly said that she was "Valedictorian" and that you wouldn't or shouldn't wonder what I would want to us to "go hot at each other." I think be passionate within long drawn out periods of soft devotion is more what I was thinking of, but, the novel is not yet entirely written.

New Girlfriend.

2011-06-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

Fwd: [Scott Lord in love new novel] Chapter One An aquaintance remade was updated

2011-06-07T20:49:00.001-07:00

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She usually ended each phone call by saying, "I love you." but with this instance she added to it by saying, "I love you so much."

Had it been that he had earlier reminded her of what had happened between them, outlining the actions of their bodies before and after, if not before, during and after their conversations.

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